An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
trust issues? :O
hahahahahah
Another Ordinary Story at 10:18 PM;
Thursday, November 26, 2009
been a long time since i posted anything here...
almost a month, right?
haiz.. it's almost like a routine for me to go surf facebook check the forum then check my emails
and then slack... like slack...
you don't even know why you're doing it, or what are you actually doing. but you're just doing it.
damn...
i like russian music. i mean classical music. like Tchaikovsky or Rachmaninoff or Shostakovich.
i like symphony no. 6 by Tchaikovsky. it's like a drug that you go to when you're feeling down. or when you feel there's a hole in your heart. and you could not locate where it came from or why is it doing there, or why was there even a hole in the first place.
and it's even more amazing, that you don't even know how that music helps but it heals that empy space in your heart, urging you to go on, and on and on. it's useless to put it down to words.
and then there's mahler. his symphonies are like long. way long. i mean you could play the 1st movt, go make coffee, have your breakfast and come back and you'll still be in time to catch the repeat of the exposition. haha.
but still his music being so long, has a lot of development, which is really interesting and nice. i mean it's like watching a really really long movie, or drama, like taiwanese draggy dramas, and discovering all the characterisation, all the different facets of that subject. fully exploited.
it's like i have lost touch...
but here's a song. it's just interesting. classical with pop.
Penguin Cafe Orchestra - The sound of someone you love who's going away and it doesn't matter.
long title. but fitting. damn. all the best.
Another Ordinary Story at 10:56 PM;
Monday, October 26, 2009
comes a point where u start looking back and realise some of the things you've done is not just stupid, but irrational.
and you don't even know why you do it. it's like it's supposed to happen lah. like the "lah" at the end of the sentence.
somehow... mainsteam is subjective
nice song. screw that intro to the vid though...
Contradiction - Sonic Syndicate
I used to be someone But I grew to be something that I'm not It feels like I'm cornered By everything that you really want Why are we here in this same old room
We stand here, with damaged hope But still we carry on We both know and always will It cannot end like this We still have a long way to go
It is kind of hard To look back on all the good times And realise nothing Will ever be like it used to be
I wish you were someone I can only disengage You opend a lot of doors in me but just closed a few You're both the poison and the antidote Is my best not good enough for you?
We stand here, with damaged hope But still we carry on We both know and always will It cannot end like this We still have a long way to go
They didn't build Rome in a day We just need to ride out this storm (Ride out this storm)
We stand here, with damaged hope But still we carry on We both know and always will
We stand here, with damaged hope But still we carry on We both know and always will It cannot end like this We still have a long way to go
Another Ordinary Story at 11:01 PM;
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
haiz... Contradiction - Sonic Syndicate
I used to be someone But I grew to be something that I'm not It feels like I'm cornered By everything that you really want Why are we here in this same old room
We stand here, with damaged hope But still we carry on We both know and always will It cannot end like this We still have a long way to go
It is kind of hard To look back on all the good times And realise nothing Will ever be like it used to be
I wish you were someone I can only disengage You opend a lot of doors in me but just closed a few You're both the poison and the antidote Is my best not good enough for you?
We stand here, with damaged hope But still we carry on We both know and always will It cannot end like this We still have a long way to go
They didn't build Rome in a day We just need to ride out this storm (Ride out this storm)
We stand here, with damaged hope But still we carry on We both know and always will
We stand here, with damaged hope But still we carry on We both know and always will It cannot end like this We still have a long way to go
i must say the lyrics are nice PW
Another Ordinary Story at 1:12 AM;
Thursday, October 15, 2009
this, or this?
Sonata Tragica by Medtner or Sonata No.4 by Scriabin
haiz... don't fall please stand up but why?
Another Ordinary Story at 12:31 AM;
Sunday, September 20, 2009
probably explains why i admire him so.=D
Another Ordinary Story at 9:16 PM;
Saturday, September 12, 2009
we are all insignificant, when compared against time.
In Flames - The Chosen Pessimist
Tell me which side I'm on Approaching constant failure Tell me which side I'm on (Who is friend or foe?) Approaching constant failure
Between love and hate Which path to follow? How can I keep balance in this race? Come faith, I'm dying (slowly)
In many ways I'm the burden that divides us from the light In many ways you're the halo that keeps my spirit alive
Temptation Play the good or evil part With me, you evoke the dark Erase the free will and watch me heal
Tell me which side I'm on Approaching constant failure
Between love and hate Which path to follow? How can I keep balance in this race? Come faith, I'm dying...
Amused by the trials and tribulations If I survive I fly from here But as the chosen pessimist
I carve my name in stone I carve my name in stone
Amused by the trials and tribulations If I survive I fly from here
How can I keep balance in this race? Come faith I'm dying...
